Sometimes as I'm sitting here
And the tears run unchecked down my face
and my thoughts run through, my head is racing
and the things I think about ring too true
And sometimes as I'm watching stars
Twinkle in the sky I wonder why
I'm still sitting here, why I'm still alive
Wouldn't it be somethin' else to die
Would anyone care enough to cry
Am I even brave enough to try
and I just sit here thinking to myself
And that razor is so inviting
and that ledge is so warm
I can see myself happy and suning
on the 'night's plutonian shore'
Don't think there's somethin' wrong with me!
Don't tell me I need help
You don't understand me
You
I wish you happiness
As I point the gun at my head
As I tighten my finger over the trigger
I wish you love
As I shed my last tears
As I think my last thoughts
I wish you peace
As I feel my heart beat quicken
As I feel the chaos still around me
I wish you hope
As I see my dreams shatter
As I feel the despair of my heart
I wish you life
As I give in to my pain
As I greet death
Dear Mum and Dad,
First of all you need to know that this is not your fault,
It's mine, for I locked my problem inside me like a vault,
Problems that I was never able to tell you,
Problems that I'm sick of dealing with. I'm through.
I'm sick of pretending that everything's alright,
I'm sick of having all these emotional demons to fight.
I can't take my depressing life anymore,
I realize I felt this way too often before.
I now know I'm not needed in this place,
Just another stupid teen, just another ugly face.
I can tell I'm secretly hated by everyone I know,
Though, when I'm around, they don't let their hatred show.
My life has n
I'd kill for you to breathe for me
Take me in your arms
Take me to the stars
Set my heart on fire,
Melt the shards of ice
Wrap the wounds I've caused myself
Steal my needles, hide my knives
This is my cry for help
I'm broken, broken, from all the pain
Drowning in tears,
Choking on blood
Watch me as I claw myself
Fingernails deep in porcelain skin
My flesh is crawling
I feel diseased
You reach to wipe away my tear
And watch my face
As it crumbles
Dust to dust,
Sealed with a tear,
Into the palm of your hand.
Hey I'm Mel I am a canadian and I live in ontario... I love where I live and all but it would be nice to at least leave the province for once... I love taking pictures. My camera never leaves my side, I guess I'm a amiture photographer :) I absolutly hate school its a pain! I get A's in art and thats it..
I hate it when people think im something im not or have opinions of me when they have never met me theres more but it would like take up your whole day for reading ;)
Current Residence: In a small town called New Dundee Favourite genre of music: Umm techno MP3 player of choice: ipod touch Personal Quote: I have no idea
So hi i dont think this will be long because im leaving again for a serch party.
SO at 12:00 am this morning to of my friends went missing ( ran away ) for the past 15 hours i've been to toronto and milton both far away looking for my friends im so worried the last time we heared from them was a text saying " we were just at walmart and we bought new clothes we arent coming back and we are heading to toronto dont text my phone will be off" As i stayed out untill 4 am looking for them in the pouring rain we didnt find them i have only had 10 minutes of sleep sense friday
please if anyone lives near the toronto area and sees two boys please c
Hey guys :wave:
it's been a while hasn't it.. so for most of you slipknot fans you all should know by now Paul grey has passed away at the young age of 38 may he rest in peace for he is the #2..
and facebook in my latest picture i have my facebook link there so if ya want feel free to add me up..
so life has beeen going pretty good i am helping out with a fair at my school (im doing face painting) its gonna be great i'll upload some pictures on soon :)
so for now bye
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